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TOXIC BITCH EP

by SLOUCH

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1.
MY TURN 02:50
You are nothing new We've been watching you Now you want to play But we've come to... Win this filthy game Send you on your way Make you run in fear You will disappear Now you're runnin' And I'm coming after you Now you're runnin' And there's nothing you can do Tell me something Tell me now am I invisible to you Now you're runnin' And there's nothing you can do The tables are turning Your bridges are burning The water is rising We're coming after you With nowhere to go And nothing to show You've lost the filthy game And there's nothing you can do Now we've won Now you're gone You're afraid 'Cause we made you pay
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There is a part of me that I don't let you see You only know me as what I refuse to be DISHONOR MY GENDER - DISHONOR ME Ignore my wishes, label me as "she" But refuse to see my sister how she wants to be seen Honor her existence, then backtrack to old ways Your truth has been revealed as lies, but you don't trust when she says: THIS ISN'T ME, THIS IS NOT REALITY This isn't me, not my reality, this isn't me There is a part of me that I don't let you see You only know me as what I refuse to be Ignore my wishes, label me as "she" But refuse to see my sister how she wants to be seen I'm getting sicker as we fail to appear You vision worsens while I try to make it clear Tell me you're trying but it's hard to adjust If we can't trust you, then who else can we trust? THIS IS NOT REALITY DISHONOR MY GENDER - DISHONOR ME
3.
FILTH 02:48
Have too many questions and it feels like I'm insane Can't finish one thought before another screams my name There's no left, no right, and no more me I go from hot to cold so quickly I'm unable to see Heat is building pressure, now the steam is in my eyes I've told you all my truths but all you're feeding me is lies Hungry like before but now the void won't fill I've always hated myself, but it's you I want to kill Something always burning in the back of my mind Stomach's always turning, now I'm falling behind So much in this world to hate I don't know how to stop You've forced me to the bottom but I'll beat you to the top Nothing feels good anymore I can't maintain this lie Trying to survive but it gets harder not to cry You're just the filth
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TRICH 02:29
My fingers are grasping They're finding every thread I think of your memory And pull it from my head I pull you out, then chew you up Then spit you out instead It isn't working Forever present My fingers are grasping They're finding every thread I think about the wounded And pull us from my head I pull us out, then chew us up Then spit us out in stead This isn't working And now it's showing in my speech And the way I do my hair I try to wear a shield But it's hidden in a glare It's showing on my skin And the color of my eyes Ask me have I pulled today I'll answer you with lies Pulling out the anger Pulling the abuse I try to tie my hands but it just isn't any use Oh, please I'm pleading with myself You've got to find a new release Oh, you know You've got to strengthen at the knees Oh, you know You've got to strengthen at the Knees that hold your body The body that we've built Don't let that body crumble under all the shame and guilt Create your own salvation
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In my mind I hold self-loathing, beside it sits self-doubt I'm blamed and I am scolded, "There's nothing to cry about, You're weak and you are selfish, what a stupid thing to say." I repeat, "Sometimes I want to die, I don't choose to feel this way." I'm working on my hatred, built up so many years I'm working on my sadness, I'm working on my fears I'm working on knowing what it is I really need I'm working on my worthlessness, I'm working on my greed. It's pretty ignorant to tell me I'm not giving this life everything that I've got "Sometimes I want to die, but I don't choose to feel this way" I'm always struggling to know what I need, but I wake up every day and that's only up to me "Sometimes I want to die, but I don't choose to feel this way" In my mind I hold self-loathing, beside it sits self-doubt I'm blamed and I am scolded, "There's nothing to cry about, You're weak and you are selfish, what a stupid thing to say." I repeat, "Sometimes I want to die, I don't choose to feel this way."
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PARTED WOOL 02:29
Your head is getting bigger Your mouth is open wide I'll take the opportunity to force feed you your pride The taste is unexpected The bitterness of lies I'm peeling back your veil to show your tattered up disguise Wolf in sheep skin You want to be the solution But you can see what needs to be done You try so hard to do it right But we're out of mind, and we're out of sight The opportunity to reject the bad Is where you left it with the life you had

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SWIM/FIGHT/SURVIVE IN THIS SEA OF SHIT:
TOXIC HELLWORLD NAMES YOU "TOXIC BITCH"

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released June 9, 2015

RECORDED BY JOEY AT PUNKALL MAY 2015
COVER PHOTOS BY JORDI AND KARL

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